Again!! I skipped my first class this morning.. i woke up half an hour late, and actually if i'm willing to rush, i'll be able to make it but will be 15mins late, but i didnt try at all.. i just prepare for the next class. There seems to be no motivation at all. Been sleeping late nowadays, or i should say early, cause most of the days i slept in the morning and wakes up in the afternoon. The life is back.. the life for not seeing any sunlight for more than 5 hours is back.. my days are all dark..and cold.. sound so pathetic.. Just came back from my night class and was feeling so hungry cause i didnt really eat any solid food today.. Uni is so dark at night and i have to wait for the bus at the bus stop, its freaking cold outside and i'm freezing.. and stupid bus came so slow.. i've waited like 30 mins? OMG...cant believe that i'm living in a life without a car.. anyway.. while i was waiting, i started to take my phone out and msg 'somebody' haha.. but cause he said he's no credit so he replied once only, after that i started to play the games in the phone, and finally the bus came, i boarded the bus and continue playing with the game.. and u know what... I MISSED THE STOP!! I missed the stop that i should get down, and so i got down at the stop after it, and i walked quite a long distance back to my house!! Oh~~ i felt so stupid n dumb! Sort of pity myself.. a poor little girl, feeling so hungry and she's walking alone in such a freezing night.. hahha.. guess.. thats it la.. thats my stupid day!
Oh....Exam are coming.. another 2-3 weeks.. dun think i'm able to study it due to my current situation.. Nothing good happens after i landed in Perth.. Been feeling angry for this few weeks, how i wish i could settle everything out and i just wanna have a peace of mind.. i wish i can stay alone now.. I've been so stressed out and lots of things waiting for me to do.. i really miss my mum..miss my maid cause its so good to have my maid to do my housework for me, my mum to cook for me, and i just need to concentrate on my exams... arh~
Buddha bless me!!! hahahaa
3 comments:
hahahaha.
At first read your blog still got feel a bit pity for you.
but after i read the part about you missed the stop I started laughing non stop ed..poor thing..
ya la.. no choice.. claire is blur~
hello! rich was here! haha..
失魂(sat wan) only lar, i understand that when u have alot in mind, you can concentrate in what you're doing.
experienced it before, it does suck.
take care~
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