Its really hard to maintain a relationship, i have totally no clue what did i do wrong.. You asked me to build up this trust, in the end i'm the only one working on it..u're not involve at all. I thought i could be strong, but i'm getting weaker.. why? Why cant u just trust me? How i wish to go back Malaysia now.. there's nobody here to accompany me, all i can do is to force myself to study and sleep when i'm feeling tired.
I feel so lonely, i'm all alone here in my room..everything is so quiet..i'm so scare, i couldnt able to concentrate.. time heals but how long does it takes? I'm confused.. totally dunno what to do. I wish things will be fine,we could be able to get back together, but something is holding me back. Will things be still the same if we really got back? I dun wish the same things happening again, thats why i keep rejecting you. By rejecting you, now i'm at this state..feels hurt.
I caused all this, i hurted myself....
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