Recently, i've been busy looking for a new place to stay cause my contract is going to due. Thanks Esther, Tracy , Kenji, Johnson, Jason and Jess for the support and help given. I'm alone here in perth now, and everything is stressing me..
Relationship problems had been put aside, and i was enjoying my life here while going around looking for new places. I tried to take lots of pics whenever i'm out, just to note down all the joy i have and all the friends who has been always there for me.. Trying to cut down my clubbing habit.. but last Sat which is the valentine's day, all of the sudden i felt so lonely. Went clubbing with a group of friends, and my ex actually went with me as well.. he's been finding chances to spend time with me and i'm sort of avoiding. I actually feel bad when he got dead drunk because of me.. I know the feeling of hurt he's suffering now.. but.. i cant be soft-hearted anymore. Its because of his action, and now he's suffering.. i hope he'll be fine soon..
Been in a complicated relationship before, though everything has been settled but memories still comes back lately. Been putting up a strong front and hope i'll get over it soon, but this song actually brings out everything i want to say to him..
下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我
能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清
那些差别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我
能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
I'm not going to cry anymore, cause i believe that he dun worth my tears.Though its hurting, but i guess i'm still able to take it. Wish me luck everyone~
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