Anger in my whole BODY!!!

At first i thought i'm the one should be blame.. in the end i realised that things are not what i think. U've done so many things for me and i really believe that you love me so much. By the time i realised that my tears are wasted on you, its already too late. You dun even deserve those tears that i shed. Not even one drop. The things the u did to me, those words that u said to me... and other things which i dunno but u did behind my back.. i'll remember it well in my head... I'm close to every guys? BULLSHIT... look @ urself.. dun u think u have many girls around u as well?? Dun u think that i should suspect and i should stop u from going out with them??? Oh ya...no point as u said we're just friends am i right?? U can choose not to be my friend, to me thats ur decision cause i'm not going to behave like a child as u do. U said i'm a princess... ya maybe u're right.. somehow u should know when a princess talks to u nicely please appreciate it...cause there's a very low limit of Patience...When i choose to talk out everything in a nice way, please do cherish it as well. Dun ever regret when i dun even wanna talk cause that means i dun even wanna bother abt it...TRUST... u lose ur trust in me... and i asked for that once.. u didnt even give me a chance to explain cause u dun accept all the reason i gave in fact u dun trust! The problem lies in u... U DUN EVEN DARE TO TRUST PEOPLE.. U R SO SELFISH... because of u not trusting... u lose everything... not only in relationship... it applies to every part of ur life! I admit that i did something wrong once before or maybe twice.. BUT I SWEAR TO GOD!!! I DIDNT EVEN WANNA HURT U!!! its u who started everything.. and yeah, maybe i should be sorry for saying all these harsh words here... but.. do u still care of how i think of u?? If i dun remember wrongly, u said u are not bothered by it right? U're much happier!!!OH ya.. I'm so to say... maybe u r at the wrong queue because... in my life... there's no queue at all!!! U must be @ someone else queue... Yeah get out quickly cause i believe that there's nothing stopping u to get out of the queue..somemore...there's a helicopter there waiting for u!!!ARH!!! if u wanna have a nice talk.. I"m fine... but let me calm down 1stBYE!