Its been a long time

Its been a long time since my last blog. Was back here for 5 weeks, and again... wasting mmny time.. went out with friends, shopping and enjoying my life! Few more days and i'm going back to Perth, the place where i always feel lonely...the place where i'm reluctant to return to. However, since i've made up my mind to go for it, i think at least i should try my best, at least, i wont feel so regret if i cant achieve it.

Was viewing facebook and realised something..something which makes me upset...something which mix up my mind...something which makes me feel uneasy. I dunno how to put it into words..but the overall feelings is sucks.

Finally my dad starts to talk to me, i dunno the reason but i guess its from the help of my brothers. The 2nd time i had cold wars with him..its not scary, but hurts. Thinking of the returning to Perth...truthfully... i wish i can stay here.. at least..there's a shelter for me if anything happens.

It will be my last semester, i will graduate if everything goes smoothly..and i'll be unemployed! I could feel the presurre now! The life in Perth is gonna be tough, the life i'm going through will be much more tougher than anyone else there. I wan a place to hide! A place where nobody knows me..

Can i leave?