It has been nearly 2 years and i'm happy that you moved on to a better life.. however, some parts of me feel unwell..is it simply because of jealousy? Or i regretted asking you to move on? Had i not given u up yet?
Your shadow has been appearing in my mind nowadays...even when i'm sleeping..u will be appearing in my dreams.. conversations between family will have ur name in it as well.. and i somehow miss the feeling of u sitting beside me.
From the day you choose to ignore my call...i should have know ur meanings... from the short msg that you replied me..i should have know that you require me to get out of ur life.. and now..i heard that u are going to change ur number... i can't say anything but to blame myself in the heart.. an urge to cry..but still manage to hold it back..however it still affects me..
What is ur position now to me?? And what are you to me now? A piece of memory..or yet to be a memory?
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basically, i am having the same hard time with you right now. although am not sure what is the story hidden beneath but, am sure you are struggling at this moment. *sigh*
First of all.. Merry Christmas!!
No matter what happenend, life still goes on right? Cheer up..its just a short period i believe.. miserable life will be over soon!! Keep urself busy and meaningful..everything will be fine! Dun have to struggle..just take it as a challenge.. once u're unhappy..blog it out and treat it as just an essay that you have wrote...forget about it after that.. Good luck to u!
am glad that you are being so "Optimistic"...thanks for your cheerful words...it motivates me thou..thanks claire. :)
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
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