Been really so long since my last blog.. Been back here for almost 11 months.. This decision changes my life.. My plan.. N everything.. Overall it still consider as 'fine'.
Things just doesn't goes as my plan.. In fact.. I'm following instructions.. Tho I know those instructions are good for me, however, I'm still not satisfied.
Is this all I get after I shifted my ass back here? I always laughed at myself.. Cause none of my wish has been granted.. None of my plans have gone well. I do have my own ambition.. But where has it gone to?! Things happened within these few months.. I hardly can accept it.. I'm sort of lost.. And somehow I can't get out of it. ... Is that all? Is this the final? The end? These questions have been repeating over n over again in my mind. Would it be better that I'm not here in JB? Not here working for my dad? Not here messing up everything...?
Can u actually define what is life?
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Well claire, sometimes or most of the time things don go according to plan..we can plan all we want, the dreams, the goals, but in reality most of it don go accordingly..but it is definitely not the end..we have to accept what we have and the situation we are in..and what we can do now it make the best out of the situation..and maybe u can try to look at it from another point of perspective...maybe if u don come back here, maybe if u don gif up your goals and dream, u might end up worse?..
For me, i didnt want to come here..it was never in my plan, it was never my goal in life..but things don go accordingly coze i gave it all up for someone and that someone left me..in the beginning i felt so lost coze i have gave up my plans and i am all alone here..but somehow i manage to make the best out of the situation...and when i look from another perspective..i think i am doing great and though things are not going accordingly to plans but ultimately i still might be able achieve what i want..but in a different way..
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Hi there, I'm Shi Kuan. Don't know whether you remember me or not. Found your profile and your blog in FB and decides to say hi.
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