The day you left us...

Everything happened too sudden and i still couldnt react and accept it. Few days back, you told me that youre feeling better, just the environment isnt that good and you couldnt get a good sleep. I believed in you and i thought you will be discharge soon... Kor, I am really sorry, sorry i took you for granted. Sorry i didnt care for you too much. I always know youre always there helping when im in need. You always plan and thought of me. You took care of my cat when i was away, you even dote on my kids alot alot... And today, you left me. It hurts me knowing that youre actually in pain for the past 2 weeks, i know you have tried your best in fighting. I know... its ok, i really know its really painful. I hate to say this, but, do rest in peace. We will take good care of your kids and dasao. Bring no worries with you. Continue to be a good and kind guy in your next life. I pray hard, and please god to have you be in a good, wealthy and less worries next life. Kor, i miss you alot.... i hope to see you and chat with you again... i hope to have you replying my msg again and i promise i'll treasure it, though its all too late now..I blame myself for not thinking more for you. You have been trying so hard to communicate with me, you have me trying so hard to appraoch me, telling me how much you dote and love me. I blame myself for not noticing it, and i blame myself for not thinking of the 10 years age gap between us, and the efforts you put in to make me a good sister. Kor, I miss you, and i love you. I hate losing you... 08.08.2021 (01/07/21 lunar) you told me that youre not feeling well. 13.08.2021 youre admitted into hospital 16.08.2021 you care and ask for my vaccine appt 17.08.2021 you told me youre feeling better, or maybe youre not and just not letting me worry 21.08.2021 (14/7/21 lunar) 05:37am you left Rest in Peace, my beloved brother. Till we meet again.. I love you,and will always remember you. Remember how good you are, how you always sayang me using your way.