Good or bad day?

This morning i received a sms from someone that i'm angry at.. its quite surprised that he sms me.. although he sounded sweet, but i just cant let myself continue living in his world.. i just have to get out of it, and so i replied something just asking him to leave me alone.. i know i'll regret doing this, but this is the only choice i have to make to make myself really move on..

Went to friend's house for dinner and games.. just came back and is feeling a little weird.. something happened before i went out, and this will changes my life in perth. everyone is looking down on me..and say we'll be back together.. and i'm stuck in the middle dunno which way to go... but i know, by doing this will make my life easier and its good for my future.. if u ask me, am i sad.. truthfully, i dunno.. i dunno what kind of feelings i'm having now, but as usual, tears will drop and once i'm alone, i'll be emo. Friend hugged me just now after giving me a short lecture.. asking me to stop living in my own world. They too say i have to be strong enough to continue with this decision..back to my room and found things are still the same.. his stuffs are still here.. i know he came back before, but why? Why didnt he move his things back to his room? Not even a thing.. i'm so scare... scare of facing it.. wanted to stay over at friends house but i know i cant avoid it forever... i'm lost.. cause i dunno how to open up myself to others.. i'm living in my own world and kicking everyone out of my world included those we already or once entered bebore..


claire is feeling sux..