Being a student, i'm suppose to study study and study.. of course...study extra hard during exam period.. But... me as a student, have been playing playing and playing during the whole semester.. LOL...not forgetting...playing even harder during exam period. Maybe i've reach the stage where i'm sick of studying. Been studying continously for 2 years.. i need a break, just like before, study and break for a few months before i start another course. I miss the feeling of working..my working life.. fun and excited working life.. the life that full with challenges that i have to solve it. The life that i have to crack my head to get sales for the roadshow, the life that i have to put on make ups and face many people outside. The life that i have to get prepared to communicate with outsiders.. And the life that i have to squeeze out my brain juice to influence people signing up lines..
For a student, the only thing that i face is the textbook, lecture notes and computer.. The only place that i go is my campus.. those classes that looks the same, those classmates that i've seen for a year. Those lecturer that i know them by faces but not names.. Those exam papers which full questions which i have to spend time working it out and using all my energy to write all the words that i know onto the blank paper. Not forgetting... those answers and theory and formula that i have to remember by hard just to answer it them to those questions. Is there a more flexible way for us to study? Is there a way which i dun have to remember anything by hard just to pass the unit?
I'm stress.. stress by the exams and the result that i will be getting. Its more stress than me not getting any sales for that month. By passing the units, the excitement is not as much as when i got the highest sales for that month.
Lord.. please tell me what to do, because i see myself been slacking and slacking.. till the point which i can just lay on my bed doing nothing but looking at my brownish ugly ceiling. The stress in me just wont go off.. i'm scare of getting bad results and failing the units... but i just have to motivation to study! Please help me.. maybe i should take a break, find a job..and continue study after i'm bored of the working life.. but..the study schedule doesnt allow me.. I'm stress, confused.. and scare...
Uni life is freaking me out.. Everything now...i freaking me out..
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faster come back lah.
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