The familiar feeling

Once again.. news of my ex getting married! Woohoo~ congrats! But somehow there's a funny weird feeling inside me..

Been broken up for 2 years.. at first i heard he hasn't even moved on, and i was the one who encourage him to move on.. next, i knew that he found himself a girlfriend. Thats great! Cause finally he moved on to his own life. However, finding himself a girlfriend and knowing that he had moved on actually affects me in a way. I was down for that moment. What is that feeling call? Regret? I dun think so. Missing the life with him? Thats even impossible..cause i'm the one who wanted all these!

Slowly..i'm fine with the fact that he has his own sweet life...and now.. the invitation card is ready! I'm sad cause the way i receive all these news is not through him, but my friend. The worst thing is! He invited my brother but not me! From the sadness i got.. it turns into anger! What the hell? Even i'm not there! AT LEAST be sincere to invite me!

Bad news all breakout today, my visa problem and a bad movie i catch today and this wedding news. Somehow i think back of the times we had, and compare to the life he has now. I bet his family is happy for him, and i bet he's being bless now. He wanted his own family since long ago.. Congrats! U got the life u want.. u have a business, have a good wife.. I'm happy for u overall! :) All the best!